suspire..

Tears streak my face rolling silently down; where their once was a smile is now only a frown. Loneliness consumes me but my love for you does too all that’s left in my head are whispering images of you. Half of me is missing half my heart and soul, I’m trying to remain strong but I’m slowly losing control. I can’t catch my breath my chest feels so tight if only you were here to get me through each night. I can barely recall the feel of your skin a whisper of you is all I can summon from within. I can’t seem to remember the curve of your face the way that you smell things only you being here can replace. Gone is the sound of your laughter on my ears now all that’s left is the salty taste of my tears…funny, even you wanted to sort out things it would be impossible coz too much pain has been taken. Life may seem so unfair, but what the most important what life has thought me “ to undertake challenges and to be able to overcome fear within, emotionally and mentally.” Someday, I could reach higher than the mountain, imagine with tender passion and love as I wanted to be… I may take lots of wounded actions, feel so much pain and cried million tears but in the end a brighter life is waiting for me to move forward… it’s who I am and always will be the person from within…