alone?

i was alone.. i was in the verge of falling into depression but somehow i managed it with plastic pieces.. know what i did??? i let it all out, displacing all my anger in shattered pieces.. tears were falling.. silence was deafening.. all i could hear was the sound of plastic pieces broken into small pieces..
it was expensive, yet i let my anger be displaced into it rather than losing my sanity…
afterwards, a mask covered what i felt.. i wanted to drink but then i don’t want to get drunk..
just a single message comforted me.. it was him..
i was never alone.. i just chose to be alone..