suspire..

Tears streak my face rolling silently down; where their once was a smile is now only a frown. Loneliness consumes me but my love for you does too all that’s left in my head are whispering images of you. Half of me is missing half my heart and soul, I’m trying to remain strong but I’m slowly losing control. I can’t catch my breath my chest feels so tight if only you were here to get me through each night. I can barely recall the feel of your skin a whisper of you is all I can summon from within. I can’t seem to remember the curve of your face the way that you smell things only you being here can replace. Gone is the sound of your laughter on my ears now all that’s left is the salty taste of my tears…funny, even you wanted to sort out things it would be impossible coz too much pain has been taken. Life may seem so unfair, but what the most important what life has thought me “ to undertake challenges and to be able to overcome fear within, emotionally and mentally.” Someday, I could reach higher than the mountain, imagine with tender passion and love as I wanted to be… I may take lots of wounded actions, feel so much pain and cried million tears but in the end a brighter life is waiting for me to move forward… it’s who I am and always will be the person from within…

virus attack!

ou probably got a message from one of your friend saying you'd been filmed and there's a web link that you tried opening but can't get through. Well, by doing that you're not only posting an automatic message to some of your friends but risking your computer for potential virus too....
So be aware of this messages and try to ignore or delete them. They say that the people who's doing this are from the Canada and their mimicking Youtube's URL web page.
Right now their posting automatic comments with the video of a sexy girl and if you tried opening it you'll post the exact same comment to some of your random friends...
In addition, if you receive a comment and/or message that has a video with a link that takes you to what looks like a friendster log-in page delete the comment and do not use the log-in link.
Someone has phished the account it came from and is trying to phish yours.
Using the log-in link will give them your log-in info and access to your account to do whatever they want.
To help prevent this. I'm asking everyone to repost this bullettin or send this message to all of your friends. With this we can have a much more better friendster experience.
Thanks to all.
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6 words that truly hurts...

if this doesn't touch you... you're heartless.
One night a guy & a girl were
driving home from the movies.
....
The boy sensed there was
something wrong because of the painful
silence they shared between them.
The girl then asked the boy to pull over
because she wanted to talk.
She told him that her
feelings had changed & that it was time to move on
A silent tear slid down his cheek as he
slowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note
At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down
that very same street.
He swerved right into the drivers seat,
killing the boy.Miraculously, the girl survived.
....
Remembering the note, she
pulled it out & read it , it said
"Without your love, I would die."
...

at glance…

t glance,i am happy right now.why?because its started to be a meaningful and hopefully a fruitful one..hehehe it should be that way coz it makes me feel younger all the time..living a simple life makes me more flexible towards to others.because of someone so dear to me makes me happy all the time..hoping that the happiness that i have right now will continue to shine…Love you that much and you knew who you are hope you feel the same way too…

Thanks and Gratitude

Another year has passed. We are now starting a new year, and shall face a new chapter of our lives.
New challenges await us. But before we take the battle let us first look back and think of things that had happened last year and express our thanks and gratitude to the people who have helped us, to those who been with us throughout the year.
First and foremost, I thank GOD for all the blessings He had given me. Despite of being unfaithful HE still there to guide me and answer my prayers. THANK YOU LORD.
Second, to my mi amore thank you for the great love you have showed me. I may not be the perfect girlfriend whom you have wished for but I'll try to be a good one.
Next, with all my heart I thank my dearest family for the LOVE and compassion. They have taught me to be a woman of good value.
Lastly, to all my friends who been there for me through thick and thin.
THANKS TO ALL OF YOU!

LifE...

If there was a time that I got tired and cannot explain why sadness is kept haunting me…coz It is beyond my control… neither of us can do such things that we might lost and might retrieve But who knows, dreams are too wide… “LIFE, they say, is a matter of choice. You can either be happy and full of laughter or sad and grieving. Happy people do not depend on excitement and “fun” supplied by externals. They enjoy the fundamental, often very simple, things of life. They waste no time thinking other pastures are greener; they do not yearn for yesterday or tomorrow. They savor the moment, glad to be alive, enjoying their work, their families, and the good things around them. They are adoptable; they can bend with the wind, adjust to the changes in their times, enjoy the contests of life, and fell themselves in harmony with the world. His or her eyes are turned outward; “The difference between loving a person internally than external is not having an affair with someone else but having fear within you. I might say, people have there own indifferences but to sort things out is the best outlet that may occur, is to find out what would be the option that can help to create a solution that both person can have.“Someday you’re gonna realize, One day you’ll see this through my eyes, By then I won’t even be there, I’ll be happy somewhere, Even if I cared, I know you don’t really see my worth, You think you’re the last guy on earth, We’ll I’ve got news for you, I know I’m not that strong, But it won’t take long, Won’t take long, ‘Coz someday someone’s gonna love me, The way I wanted you to need me, Someday someone’s gonna take your place, One day I’ll forget about you, You’ll see, I won’t even miss you, Someday, someday, Right now I know you can tell, I’m down and I’m not doing well, But one day these tears they will all run dry, I won’t have to cry, sweet goodbye. Coz’ someday someone’s gonna love me, The way I wanted you need me, Someday someone’s gonna take your place, Ohhh.. One day I’ll forget about you, You’ll see, I won’t even miss you, Someday, I know someone’s gonna be there, Someday someone’s gonna love me, The way I wanted you to need me, Someday someone’s gonna take your place, One day I’ll forget about you You’ll see, I won’t even miss you, Someday, someday…Oh yeah… Cry until you relish all the anxiety, cry until you vanish all the pain..

Alaska Retirement

om had been in the liquor business for 25 years. Finally, sick of the stress, he quit his job and bought 50 acres of land in Alaska as far from humanity as possible. He saw the postman once a week and got groceries once a month. Otherwise, it was total peace and quiet.
After about six months of almost total isolation, someone knocked on his door. He opened it and a huge, bearded man was standing there.
"Name's Lars, your neighbor from forty miles up the road. Having a Christmas party Friday night...thought you might like to come. About 5:00."
"Great", says Tom, "after six months out here I'm ready to meet some local folks. Thank you."
As Lars left, he stopped. "Gotta warn you......be some drinkin'."
"Not a problem" says Tom. "After 25 years in the business, I can drink with the best of 'em."
Again, the big man started to leave and stopped. "More 'n' likely gonna be some fightin', too."
"Well, I get along with people; I'll be all right. I'll be there. Thanks again."
"More'n likely be some wild se x, too!"
"Now that's really not a problem," says Tom, warming to the idea. "I've been all alone for six months! I'll definitely be there. By the way, what should I wear?"
"Don't much matter ..... Just gonna be the two of us."